What If!!!
What If!!!
What if I acted differently,
Would you still be here with me?
Do I deserve this torment?
Maybe I do.
Am I to be alone forever?
I don’t think I can stand it.
Maybe you deserve it I hear
the inner me say.
I don’t deserve happiness
I don’t I really don’t.
But what if I meet someone I
think I will spoil it.
Am I really ready?
Will I just push them away?
Am I scared to love again?
I probably am.
Is it love I really feel?
I really don’t know!!!